It’s Okay to Use your Heart, But Don’t Forget to Bring your Mind with you

Love feels good like a heaven, but hurts like hell, right? I don’t know… I’ve never fall in love yet so how should I know? I always use my mind. Just kidding, I don’t want to look like a hypocrite here…I knew most of us have been through like this and done those. But the question is how often we commit the same mistake? How much we learn about those or from that if ever you’re such a strong person? I’m sure we did it more than once. But let me tell you something about my experience, you might get something from this blog entry on how did I become who I am right now? as Zept.

During my first few days in America, I thought that everything is good, all of the things I wanted there are the things that I dreamed and came true, but I realize everything is just a way to make me get over to some nightmares that I’ll just about to experience…..wait a minute, why are we talking about me? I supposed to discuss the title of this blog entry so people, I’m very sorry but I need to cut this paragraph.

Love is such a powerful thing I can say, why? Because I observe how people or we can be stupid about it, no matter how much we’ve got hurt by someone that have been bullshitting us…we still tend to open our doors for them, even if we forgive them many times already they still tend to abused our kindness, and these bullshits never appreciate it, but the question is does things have to be always like this? How long we can manage to forgive? I feel great for those people who learned their lesson and didn’t make the same mistake again.

Everyday there is always a conflict between the heart and the mind, I’m just wondering why heart always wins over mind? Every time you’re in a situation, why do you always base your decisions on your feelings? Instead of doing what must be done? Now I realize, why?

Because there are things that only a Heart can tell better than Mind,

Because there are things that only a Heart can do better than Mind,

Because there are things that only a Heart knows better than Mind,

And there are only things that a Heart can remember.

Love does not only include relationships, it also includes friends, families, objects, other things and yourself. You don’t need to push yourself in to something that will not be worth it near the future and will just leave you broken. We are the ones responsible to our own happiness, if some people don’t want to give it to us, then we will give it to ourselves, because at the end of the day, it’s only ourselves that will always be with us. It’s okay giving love to others but don’t forget to always leave some or if possible more for yourself, you might have a heart, but remember you also have your mind, there are some things that you need that only a mind can give better than heart.

Knowledge a thing you need for passing college.

Gadgets must be allowed in schools, with free Wifi of course

A lot of us are fond of using gadgets these days and I know you’re one of them, that is why I choose this topic to be talked about for this blog entry, because I don’t know why are they sticking more to its negatives rather than its positives. Maybe it’s because of the people who are making it look bad or is it really bad?

In my personal opinion, using gadgets is not that bad, it only depends on someone who’s using it why? Imagine instead of opening a book to read something or you need to research something you can just browse your Ipad and connect to the internet for the answers, plus since students are always sticking their hand to their mobiles it would be better if we can get a use out of it. But since most of the people are using their mobiles more on socialization, I can say that the rules are justified, but the question is it effective?

No, because I can still observe students using their mobiles during the class, I’m not trying to say to also allow us to do the same to be fair, what I’m trying to say is since some students can’t really follow that rule why can’t it just be a rule since most of the students are likely to follow its contrast, so make that contrast a rule, probably we might see it more effective than the other rules and people will be more productive together with a strong connection of the internet.

But when I realize that it’s too expensive and my school pays a million per month just because of the air-conditioner, what if the internet also goes in to their expenses? It would be harder for my own school to manage their expenses, maybe some will be able to afford it whatever the price or the risk, and besides we won’t be able to detect if it will really be a full advantage to all of the students, since some of them are not able to afford high-tech gadgets, if some students need to work hard enough to maintain their scholarship, how hard it would be for them to buy things like that, especially now at these days there are a lot of culprits going around finding their opportunity to steal some valuables, and that’s the thing that I’m afraid of and it’s really frustrating because I can’t bring my PDA just because of them. Well it’s better to be safe than to be sorry. It’s hard but if I want to have my PDA with me forever. I need to be extra careful. Do you also agree with me?

It’s up to you.

Horror Movies are such a Comedy

The title sounds insane right? Yes for me it really is, I also don’t know why but one thing is for sure. It’s really funny.

June 7, 2015 is the day that somehow enthusiastically made me happy. In the cinema of SM Mall of Asia, as we were in line I can already feel that everything will be great. As I enter the dark room I really feel strange, then as we sat down to our chair, it gets more and more exciting and the popcorn was so good, a sour cream flavored popcorn. Then the movie “Insidious chapter 3” started, it disappoint me somehow because it’s just a flash back from the chapter 1 and I was like “why do I care from what happened before”, but I’ll just wait for the next chapter, I’m sure the director knows what he’s doing, if he’s able to make the movie great, I bet he can do the same with the story, but anyway let’s talk about what made it great for me.

As all of us keep watching the movie, I enjoyed the part where people tremendously scream as the ghost appears to every scene, I was like “hahahahahahahaha these people are awesome or I can say their reaction” like, it’s not the movie that makes it more fun and interesting, it’s their fear that arouses me. Then same thing happens but it’s getting more and more exciting, I’m really laughing out loud and hard. And then there’s this girl that I saw when somebody just touched her or when something just dropped, she’s really freaked out and it’s really so funny.  

Then after the movie we just look around to some stores and see if we want to comeback for anything, window shopping in short. Then we stopped by at Paotsin and ate some shark’s fin the dinner was also great because the food is good, tasty and spicy. After that we went on our way home everyone left tired while me still thinking if I would experience the same again. Hope so.

Darkness is Everyday and Forever

As the light shuts,

It gets very hot,

I wonder what’s this thing that holds,

It is very cold.

It’s the Darkness that causes

Every unexplained noises,

It really bothers to make contact with

For those who want to be wield.

It is everywhere,

Watching from its lair,

Seeing you everyday

And things you do in your way.

Once you’re in,

You’ll never be seen,

And you’ll find it more fun

And won’t left behind the run.

You really must make your way,

You might catch up its ray,

Trust me it’s really amazing

And you’ll be finding it more craving.

You will never get to escape,

From its anger when it hates,

It’s better for you to embrace

Rather than it to make haste.

Everything is full of Darkness

And a bit of wickedness,

Darkness is good,

it arouses your mood.

It never forgives,

And won’t make you leave,

 As long as it never forgets,

 It would always make you regret.

Don’t believe me if you want

But it will always hunt,

For those who are against its existence

And punishes them for their insolence.

It’s really Dark everywhere

When you try making a stare,

Observe everything that’s black and dim

and you might be able to see him.

Darkness chooses nothing

As long as it’s black and everything

You’ll be able to find magic,

And use it to end your tragic.

Darkness will help you,

So you must do your part too,

Treat it as your honey

And it will give you more than a money.

The Dark Lord calls

I can hear it from every walls,

It seeks and begging for help

My heart really melts.

Darkness will rise someday

Removing everything in its way,

And put things in place,

It will make haste.

For now it hides in silence

But keeps getting more intelligence,

It’s sharpening its vigilance,

Carefully planning its fatal vengeance.

Darkness is everyday

In every life and every way,

Make it as your mother and father

And it will bless you forever.

The Frost Lady

Izy lives deep in the snowy mountains. She is alone and lives by herself, her heart is warm and loves playing with arctic animals every time she went out to collect some icicles.

Until she met a boy, a man who's handsomeness is peerless that made her world wonderful. Their relationship become romantic that one will get jealous for not having one.

One day, she wake up early in the morning, sings harmonically while cooking and dressing herself like a beautiful maiden of sunshine, then as she was passing down the mountain..

A lady in an elegant robe passed by telling her, "be careful with whom you get attached with, in order to protect you I'm going to offer the powers of cold, accept it and your heart will be strong as ice and you have nothing to lose". The lady tries to hand her a necklace..

But she responded skeptically, "uhm that's very kind of you but no thanks" and ran away without hesitation.

Then she went down town to deliver a bunch of fruits and some of her food specialties for her love but she saw him with another woman, everything she holds was dropped to the ground, she run far away sobbing but quickly realize that she might just having incomprehension. She run back as fast as she could so she might catch them but there was a gathering in the capitol of the town. She wondered..

It was revealed that the man is a Prince of a Kingdom and was about to be married to a Princess, her heart was really broken, she run back to the place where a lady offered her something and she found her sitting on a rock...the lady gladly responded..

"I knew you would come back"

She replied begging, "I'm willing to accept your offer" the lady gave her the necklace but she turned into an ice statue instead and the lady was revealed to be the princess who's going to be married by the prince...she plotted everything because she knew about their relationship, she evilly laughed and left leaving her freezing solid.

Later an Ice Mage appeared saving her from being the stone of ice, she gave her powers to get revenge for those who have hurt her....her heart turned cold as an ice...

Then she came back to have her revenge, she freezes the whole town and kills the Prince and the Princess using an ice dagger summoned by her hand.

She then visits the Ice Mage to thank her for the powers, she hugged the mage but suddenly she freezes her at the same time absorbing her powers.....she said

"They say revenge is best served when cold but I'll like to make things colder so I'm taking your powers, I appreciate it with all of my heart, wait a minute I don't have a heart anymore, Oh! I still do but it's now cold and solid." She left without feeling guilty and numb.

As she crosses the frozen town she saw a man and he came to her to begging for mercy, she slowly grasped the man's face and slowly freezes him, saying "You're cute I think I'll keep you" and laughs louder and louder, she then summons an ice throne in the middle and all of the animals hailed to her as their "Ice Queen" but she replied just call me "Icy", giggling very gently and wherever she goes her presence brings an ice storm that freezes everything she desires.